Unconditional Mother's Love

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I was a rotlen teenager. Not a common spoiled, know-it-all, not-going-to-clean-my room, and self-conscious teenager. No, I was sharp-tongued and eager to control others. I told lies. And 1 realized at an early age that T could make things go my way with just a few small changes. The writers for today's hottest soap opera could not have created a worse character than me.For the most part, and on the outside, I was a good kid, a giggly tomboy who liked to play sports and who was good at competition. This is probably why most people forgave me for my bad behavior towards people I felt to be of value. GHD MK5

Since I was clever enough to get some people to give in to me, I don't know how long it took me to realize how I was hurting so many others. Not only did I succeed in pushing away many of my closest friends by trying to control them; I also managed to destroy, time and time again, the most precious relationship in my life: my relationship with my mother.Even today, almost 10 years since the birth of the new me, my former behavior astonishes me each time I reach ...
... into my memories. Hurtful words that cut and stung the people 1 cared most about. Acts of confusion and anger that seemed to rule my every move — all to make sure that things went my way. My mother, who gave birth to me at age 3H against her doctor's wishes, would cry to me, "I waited so long for you, please don't push me away. I want to help you I"I would reply sharply, "1 didn't ask for you! I never wanted you to care about me' Leave me alone and forget I ever lived!"My mother began to believe I really meant it. My actions proved thai. ghd pretty in pink

I was mean and eager to control, trying to get my way at any cost. Like many young girls in high school, the boys whom I knew were impossible were always the first ones I had to date. I would get out of the house without my mother's knowing very late at night just to prove I could do it. I would readily tell complex lies without hesitation. I would also try to find any way to draw attention to myself while at the same time trying to be invisible.